Trail of existence

Looking at the window with the droplets of rain. Droplets move down consuming smaller ones to reach the bottom, leaving its trail of existence. We are like a droplet, we don't know where we are going and where we'll reach; collecting all the smaller droplets of knowledge and experiences. But, our trail of existence will always remain.

Nothingness- The need of the hour

Technology made me impatient. I'm always scrolling, I'm always checking my phone. In a fast-paced life, when people are trying to compete with one another, 'doing nothing' can be a really good thing. There is no time for us to do NOTHING. When there is, we are too impatient to lay low. Checking our phones every 2 mins, playing a game or two. Sitting idle with nothingness is extinct now. Extinction, like its counterpart, came fast. I didn't know what hit me, it was fast and exciting, but now it's just a habit which keeps on repeating every few minutes.  

Suffering own demons

            I have many demons inside me which makes me what I am (along with the angels). I thought I had control over my demons but this irresistible force comes to me when I am weak. Demons feed on our weaknesses and make us weaker. Waiting to be released, angels lying in a closed beaker. Demons have taken control over them now. Will there ever be a revelation? Complete annihilation of demons. Or will I be destroyed in this annihilation? The question no one can answer. All I can do is suffer my own demons and find a way to fight them. The struggle is long and hard but one who walks on the broken glasses can understand the true softness of sand. In reality, glass is created by the fire between the sands. Truth is always in front of us but we choose to look behind.

Mind vs Matter

Attachment good or bad? A question that has been troubling many religions. We all had experiences of attachment in our life. But mine is weird though, can't make sense of it. A little while back I was in a place away from everyone I knew, miles from my comfort. I hated every moment of it, every hour, use to count my days backward to when I 'll leave this place and get back with my daily schedule and with all my life's comfort and privileges.  But some part of me wanted to miss that place, didn't want to leave. The final day of exile as I would say; I was back communicating with strangers, thinking that the days are over and I'm done with this. The fact is, that I have completed my 12 days of staying away from my comfort,  but when I am leaving which I wanted to from day one, I am getting this homesick feeling that I'm going to miss this place. All the time I had there, with myself, just me and my mind, and no one else existed. I was lonely but calm. I wasn't comfortable but I was at peace. The mind was seeking peace which I got there; peace of almost nothingness. 

In his entire life span, a man can want many things - money, car, lavish home, and power but in the end, it's the peace of mind that they seek. Peace cannot be bought by money, found by power, or by helping needy. It can be attained by knowing the mind, body, nature, and time. Knowing self is always the first step and the last step. But from the day we are born we try to figure out the world and its aspects. Finding self is like finding god. God needs to be found and respected. So find yourself and respect it. The peace will be found or peace will find you.

Here I am back with all my family, friends, and acquaintances talking, trying to figure out my career and my future. But my present is worried, restless, once again needs to feel my mind. The mind who has been confusing me all my life. There is an answer in this confusion which I haven't figured out yet. But soon will, till then it's just an unanswered mind trying to communicate with me in all sorts of language which I don't understand yet.

Heal the world

                    It is always you against the world but in the end, the world always wins. We can stand against each other but when we stand against the world, we fall. When God created this world, he loved it more than his children. Whoever of his children stood against this world, fell and was deprived of his endless love. Who are we to stand against his creation, when his loved and obedient immortals failed? We can be with the world and bring in changes rather than being against it. We improve this world more by being with it than fighting against it.

Non-Living Person

              Calling a lift like its a real person. As if, it's going to answer you-' Yes! You called.' We personify so many things in life. Do we want it to be- people we meet daily? We develop a relationship with these non-living things. But what about our true relationship? Are they so privileged? We are busy developing relations with non-living products and brands that we forget the true essence of life. What makes us human? Our family, civilization, communication, and intelligence, this makes us human. But are we humans or are we dancers? Dancing to the tune of machines and technology; Are we evolving? We are isolating from humanity and trying to find harmony with our money.

Thoughts

1. "If life gives you one reason to cry it will give you 101 reasons to be happy."
2. "Is the end, where I begin."
3. "The question you need to ask yourself is - do you need money or life? The money will be there in both cases, but the risk is involved in the latter."
4. "I show only to hide."
5. "Self-righteous people are always wrong about themselves."
6. "Day never ends it starts fresh. So, we can start fresh every day no matter how good or bad the previous day was!"
7. "I am not a rebel by choice."
8. "I am soft-spoken but my words are loud."
9. "Its when your life is back on track you start caring about yourself."
10. "Battles are always fought well, but whoever wins is always remembered."
11. "Don't watch yourself while crying. You'll pity yourself. Don't ever pity yourself!"
12. "When we experience sadness and struggle, we associate it with the place."
13. "Do we need to die or be seriously sick to do good deeds? Does near-death experience make us a better person?"
14. "Don't take a conversation as an argument, start taking an argument as a conversation."
15. "When a person is alone he remembers everybody."
16. "Teenagers are species who aren't sure of what they'll do but affirmative about who they'll do."
17. "Truth is always in front but we choose to look behind."